09 March 2015

Sweet and Sour (poem)

God, it hurts so fucking much
But please don’t take my pain
Worse than its misery
Its loss to me would be
The yearning ache that brings
Me to my knees helpless
In supplication
To all the Universe
That this thing will be
A connection it needs
Or at least wants
As much as I desire

I embrace it all
With all that I am
Awkwardness and hope
Gracefulness and despair
Nausea, satisfaction
Hunger and satiety
Peace and discord
Tears of sorrow
Tears of joy
Sleeplessness
Restlessness
Longing
Reverie
Self-consciousness
Self-assurance

God, it hurts so fucking much
But please don’t take my pain


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